I AM DONE!!!

So that concert was the perfect ending to a bad week.... So this past week, I was at the gym talking to my cousin and he tells me that Justin (this kid I have been kinda sorta in a weird way dating) is now dating someone!! That explains the sudden loss of contact. Justin used to call me everyday, and then suddenly he stopped. He still would call me, but then wouldn't return my calls when I called him back..... WHAT A JERK!!! I am just DONE with him! I am sick of the whole thing!! I deserve to be treated better than that!!! So to make matters worse, I hear about Justin dating another girl.....and I look up....and lo and behold, there is Jordan!!! For those of you who don't know, Jordan is my ex-boyfriend who I was pretty much engaged to!!! He is married now (to a bitch), and I have heard (from his sister and brother-in-law who are friends with my brother) that he isn't happy in his marriage. Oh well, I have completely moved on...but it was still weird to see him. I haven't seen him in 3 years!!
It just seems that nice girls always get hurt!! Why do boys always choose the bitches over the nice girls? I have decided that I have given up hope now. I am sick of dating! It sucks!! I rarely meet someone who I like, and it NEVER works out! I am just DONE with it all!

Oooh Laaa Laaa!!!

K so I have now put some pics up......Let me explain....so I met the CUTEST guy last night! I had the opportunity to go to the Colbie Caillat concert with my brother Joey, his friend Lyndee, and my friend Dennis. Anyway, the concert was 'In the Venue,' and it was AMAZING!!! (If you don't know, Colbie Caillat sings the song 'Bubbly' that goes 'it starts in my toes, makes me crinkle my nose, wherever it goes, I always know....'). We were on the platform which put us like 10 feet above the stage, and about 20 feet away from the drummer. Well, when the drummer first came out I thought 'Holy cow! He is SO hot!!' I was screaming and cheering....then he looked at me and pointed at me!! I pointed back!! This was the beginning of our flirting throughout the show. At one point, I yelled, "I love the drummer!!" And Colbie turned and nodded and smiled at me! So the drummer would look at me and smile or point at me. One time he got both hands up and did the 'i love you/rock on' sign! And I did it back! The girls behind me were totally jealous, and they were rude (biotches)...well, during one of the flirtatious moments, the drummer motioned and then he tossed his drumstick my way!!! I tried to catch it (it was a little high), and my friend Dennis caught it in his arm-then the biotches from behind grabbed it from him!!! Well, the drummer (whose name is Mike Baker), was like 'oh man!' And he looked at me and did a 'shame on you' with his fingers. I said I was sorry! Well, later on he waved 'goodbye' to me as he was leaving the stage.....Then, when he came back for the encore, he tapped his head and pointed at me and motioned, 'this one's for you!' It was awesome!!! At the end of their encore performance, as everyone was gathered at the front of the stage to bow, he came over to me and lightly tossed me his drumstick!!! And I caught it!!! YEAH!!! It was so AWESOME!!!! After the show, I had quite a few people come up to me and comment how the drummer and I were flirting! And one guy asked about what had happened to the first drumstick that was tossed! Then we went to the ground floor....and some of the band members came out!!! Then the drummer came out!! And I got a picture taken with him, and I had him sign the drumstick!!! My brother said that I should throw my number onstage (and so I did). I had written it on another piece of paper because the drummer didn't see the one that was onstage...Well, while we were talking with the drummer, my brother said how I had thrown my number up onstage! Mike said, 'oh, I am sorry that I didn't get it.' Then me, in my awkwardness, said....'uuummmm, well I have another one...' And I gave him the other piece of paper with my name and number on it!! So that was totally out of character for me, but whatever! I don't care! It was just so much fun!!! He is so freakin' HOT!!!! I think I am in love!!! Or lust..... whichever it is, I don't care! :)
I also found his myspace profile (because I am friends with Colbie Caillat on myspace, and he is one of her friends)! I was going to send him a friend request, but I think that I will wait awhile, as not to seem too stalkerish.....

Pictures

Ok, I have decided that my post is totally lame without pictures and music! I will post some pics and some music as soon as I have some time, and as soon as I can figure out how to do it all!!